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Wheee..nombor yang shantik! Hehe...;P

x fairyfar x

Don't be sad...

Just to re-share what Mr Pyanuddin al-Helmy had posted in the comment below.

Hope this could help rejuvenate others as well. InshaAllah.

*p/s The video is in Malay.

Dear Miss SA...

I haven't blog for quite some time. I know I know. ;P

I had a chat with me bestie, Miss SA, yesterday. She felt down and somewhat lonely for what had happened. Well, it's all about this d*mn bloody st*p*d fella! Yes, I am mad with this guy! I met him once (or twice?) but what I can say about him is that he has got a look. Itu yang susah when it comes to good-looking guys nih. They think that they are handsome enough that all girls can easily be attracted to them? That when they have good looks, they can simply ditch girls just like that? Oh, tidak. Not all girls are like that. We are not blind and not THAT stupid to be fooled by your appearance. No offence to those good-looking guys with good-looking heart, but come on! Have some senses ok you people! (people = the good looking guys minus the good-looking heart)

Anyway, this fella simply disappeared just like that *snap* and could be found nowhere. And this friend of mine yang punyalah baik orangnye and treated him real well, jadi lost and terpinga-pinga on his disappearance. This was a story of 2 years ago and he was nowhere to be seen during this period. Invisible! Andddddd...a few weeks ago, he called! He reasoned out that he was mad with Miss SA after he found some random picture of her with another guy, hugging together. What the ...? Even the stupidest people could came up with that excuse hokey! Oh, LAME! It was some random picture, he didn't even investigate it real well, and the worst of all, he didn't even have the effort to clarify things out with her girlfriend (at that time). Oh sangatla childish and immature! Stupid! Sorry darling if you read this, but trust me - stop hoping for this I-dun-know-what-else-to-name-him guy cause he doesn't worth all your effort darl! Not worth it at all.

You are beautiful, girl! Your heart is real beautiful! And you tak jahat langsung k! Don't simply lose hope nor confidence on yourself just because of what you've experienced. I'm glad that you have moved on a bit but getting that previous call should not plant any more hope in you I pray.

I may not be the best person to advise you on this. I wasn't there for you when you need me (blame the distance! hehe..*kidding*), I may not be like any other best friend that you hoped for. Sorry for my weaknesses and sorry for my absence. But honestly, I care for you. I taknak you lose hope or digging your own grave for what I think is not worth it. Again, percayelah, he really is NOT worth it! Stop looking for the past and don't fret. Fretting about it doesn't going to help you, girl. Pray to Him a lot - He's the best listener and planner for the entire universe. Head up straight and be the cheerful, bubbly SA that I used to know. Sayang you SA!

x fairyfar x

Taqbur or riya'

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA

(EID'UL ADHA TO ALL)

Today's main content for Eid sermon: TAQBUR or RIYA'

There were a lot of reminders that were conveyed during the sermon. Among the contents that I could remember was, there were 7 factors or situations that could make oneself become riya' or taqbur:

1. When he thinks/feels that he has a higher knowledge than other people
2. When he thinks/feels that he comes from a 'good' ancestry e.g royal family, syed/syarifah etc
3. When he thinks/feels that he has better looks than the others
4. When he thinks/feels that he is better in terms of the ibadah that he has done
5. When he thinks/feels that he is richer than the other people
6. When he holds high position in the company or community
7. When he has the physical power and strength

If we by any chance belongs to one of these kind of people, it is good to always lay low and remain humble. Just a reminder for us to ponder and reflect upon.

x fairyfar x

Little brother...

Little brother is not so little anymore!

He's now in the university pursuing his studying. Ouhhh..takde dah geng i nak buli hari-hari..[Eh, it's the other way round. He bullies me a lot as compared to I bully him! Cet...]

Nowadays, our nights are becoming more sunyi than before. Especially at this time now - World Cup! He would be the only one who is willing to wake up in the wee hours of the night to watch the football. Sometimes, daddy would join and hardly the big brother would join ["Lebih baik aku tido daripada nak bangun tengah malam tengok bola", he would say. Haha. Btol jugak tu. =P ] But since little brother left last last Saturday, I haven't hear any "lalat or lebah" sound of the match in the middle of the night. [It's called the vuvuzela right? I just learnt that word. Hehe...] Maybe daddy's too tired to watch..or..maybe he don't have the companion..or..maybe it's not a match that's worth watching..or..yada yada..I don't know. Hehe.

The parents seem to look cool but I know deep down they miss their 'little' boy. Mummy always ask me and sister "Tak call adik ke?". Daddy also. Me and sis texted him quite frequently but now that he's having his orientation week, so it's quite hard to get to talk long with daddy and mummy. In fact, dah 2 hari kot diorang tak cakap dengan little brother. Baru 2 hari je! Haha...

Anyhow...he has to be independent sooner or later ait? And the time has come now. He has been staying with the parents for the past 18 years. Tak pernah duduk asrama pon. Unlike me which at the age of 16 was already in asrama hundreds miles away from the family. Jauh kan? Hehe. He has to learn how to manage things on his own, has to manage his time wisely, has to choose the right friends, has to adapt to the new environment, has to even basuh, lipat and iron baju sendiri! Haha. Good for him though. ;)

Gambar curi little brother masuk 'skolah'. Hehe...

Spring cleaning little brother's 'new' room...

Anyway, that story was last week's. Yesterday, we just sent him back to his univ. He was home the past weekend. Parents were so excited though baru seminggu tak jumpa. [Well, I got excited as well. Hihi...]. Weekend went normal for us, but a bit abnormal for me in a good way though. ;)

Today, his classes has started. So...

To dearest 'little' brother: I wish you the very best of luck in your studies. Make sure that you study well and achieve excellent results with REAL flying colours k! Love you...;)

x fairy x

Time flies...

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Time flies so fast!!! We're now already past the middle of June. It seems like yesterday that we celebrated New Year kan? 

Anyway, I don't have any critical issues to discuss pon in this entry. Saje je ngade-ngade nak menulis. Hehe..

Talking about time...I'll definitely feel that time will fly REAL fast till August. Why August? 

First and foremost, we are celebrating Ramadhan. Ahlan wasahlan ya Ramadhan. 

Secondly, inshaAllah somebody's leaving on a jet plane! Ouh...sad sad sad...

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There are too many things to do yet there is only little time to accomplish all. I wish I could be a superwoman who can achieve everything I want within the time frame. Too bad I'm still not there yet. But if there's a will, there's surely a way right? If Allah has destined that your rezeki is there, then it will be there. You don't need to worry - just put your trust in Allah, inshaAllah you'll feel more at ease. 

[Thanks to Mr S who always remind me on that. Alhamdulillah...Thank you, love!]

x fairy x

Ding, ding, ding...

Wedding bells keep ringing all year round!

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Many of the friends are getting married,

AND many also have been married.

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Some of them have given birth to cute little babies,

Whilst some are still waiting.

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The point is...

Has my bell been ringing yet?

p/s Suddenly feels like writing on such issue. Hihi..*wink*

x fairy x

An increase in age = a decrease in steps towards death

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It was my birthday two weeks ago.  Happy birthday to me! =D

I received quite a number of birthday dedications through my facebook walls. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Very much thank you to all.

It was a very good and happy day for me.

“The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate”  

– Oprah Winfrey

Nevertheless, there was this corner of my heart saying that ‘an increase in age means a decrease in steps towards death’.

“ Dah bersedia ke aku untuk mati?”

“Cukup dah ke iman and amal semua?”

And the questions kept revolving around the mind.

I came across to this one site about death and the posting was real interesting! Spend some time to read through it. Just to quote you one of the interesting parts in the posting:

“Remembering death daily can and does transform the whole life of a believer to the better. Death awareness helps the believer to set his/her priorities right.”

– Sherif Abdel Azeem Mohamed 

Yeah, it is indeed.