Dear Miss SA...

I haven't blog for quite some time. I know I know. ;P

I had a chat with me bestie, Miss SA, yesterday. She felt down and somewhat lonely for what had happened. Well, it's all about this d*mn bloody st*p*d fella! Yes, I am mad with this guy! I met him once (or twice?) but what I can say about him is that he has got a look. Itu yang susah when it comes to good-looking guys nih. They think that they are handsome enough that all girls can easily be attracted to them? That when they have good looks, they can simply ditch girls just like that? Oh, tidak. Not all girls are like that. We are not blind and not THAT stupid to be fooled by your appearance. No offence to those good-looking guys with good-looking heart, but come on! Have some senses ok you people! (people = the good looking guys minus the good-looking heart)

Anyway, this fella simply disappeared just like that *snap* and could be found nowhere. And this friend of mine yang punyalah baik orangnye and treated him real well, jadi lost and terpinga-pinga on his disappearance. This was a story of 2 years ago and he was nowhere to be seen during this period. Invisible! Andddddd...a few weeks ago, he called! He reasoned out that he was mad with Miss SA after he found some random picture of her with another guy, hugging together. What the ...? Even the stupidest people could came up with that excuse hokey! Oh, LAME! It was some random picture, he didn't even investigate it real well, and the worst of all, he didn't even have the effort to clarify things out with her girlfriend (at that time). Oh sangatla childish and immature! Stupid! Sorry darling if you read this, but trust me - stop hoping for this I-dun-know-what-else-to-name-him guy cause he doesn't worth all your effort darl! Not worth it at all.

You are beautiful, girl! Your heart is real beautiful! And you tak jahat langsung k! Don't simply lose hope nor confidence on yourself just because of what you've experienced. I'm glad that you have moved on a bit but getting that previous call should not plant any more hope in you I pray.

I may not be the best person to advise you on this. I wasn't there for you when you need me (blame the distance! hehe..*kidding*), I may not be like any other best friend that you hoped for. Sorry for my weaknesses and sorry for my absence. But honestly, I care for you. I taknak you lose hope or digging your own grave for what I think is not worth it. Again, percayelah, he really is NOT worth it! Stop looking for the past and don't fret. Fretting about it doesn't going to help you, girl. Pray to Him a lot - He's the best listener and planner for the entire universe. Head up straight and be the cheerful, bubbly SA that I used to know. Sayang you SA!

x fairyfar x