Monday, July 5, 2010

Little brother...

Little brother is not so little anymore!

He's now in the university pursuing his studying. Ouhhh..takde dah geng i nak buli hari-hari..[Eh, it's the other way round. He bullies me a lot as compared to I bully him! Cet...]

Nowadays, our nights are becoming more sunyi than before. Especially at this time now - World Cup! He would be the only one who is willing to wake up in the wee hours of the night to watch the football. Sometimes, daddy would join and hardly the big brother would join ["Lebih baik aku tido daripada nak bangun tengah malam tengok bola", he would say. Haha. Btol jugak tu. =P ] But since little brother left last last Saturday, I haven't hear any "lalat or lebah" sound of the match in the middle of the night. [It's called the vuvuzela right? I just learnt that word. Hehe...] Maybe daddy's too tired to watch..or..maybe he don't have the companion..or..maybe it's not a match that's worth watching..or..yada yada..I don't know. Hehe.

The parents seem to look cool but I know deep down they miss their 'little' boy. Mummy always ask me and sister "Tak call adik ke?". Daddy also. Me and sis texted him quite frequently but now that he's having his orientation week, so it's quite hard to get to talk long with daddy and mummy. In fact, dah 2 hari kot diorang tak cakap dengan little brother. Baru 2 hari je! Haha...

Anyhow...he has to be independent sooner or later ait? And the time has come now. He has been staying with the parents for the past 18 years. Tak pernah duduk asrama pon. Unlike me which at the age of 16 was already in asrama hundreds miles away from the family. Jauh kan? Hehe. He has to learn how to manage things on his own, has to manage his time wisely, has to choose the right friends, has to adapt to the new environment, has to even basuh, lipat and iron baju sendiri! Haha. Good for him though. ;)

Gambar curi little brother masuk 'skolah'. Hehe...


Spring cleaning little brother's 'new' room...

Anyway, that story was last week's. Yesterday, we just sent him back to his univ. He was home the past weekend. Parents were so excited though baru seminggu tak jumpa. [Well, I got excited as well. Hihi...]. Weekend went normal for us, but a bit abnormal for me in a good way though. ;)

Today, his classes has started. So...

To dearest 'little' brother: I wish you the very best of luck in your studies. Make sure that you study well and achieve excellent results with REAL flying colours k! Love you...;)

x fairy x

Friday, June 25, 2010

Camera oh camera...

Subject: My Nikon is now officially masuk bengkel!!!


Reason: The camera continuously displays "Err" message when I try to fire any shots.


Price (for repairing): Yet to be quoted. [Hope it's not that expensive. Sigh~]


Preliminary Diagnosis: Was told by Nikon's customer service staff that it might be due to the aperture or the shutter. Might have to change one of the item, or both in a worse condition. [Double sigh~]


Message: Hope that it could be fixed. InshaAllah amin...


x fairy x

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Time flies...


Time flies so fast!!! We're now already past the middle of June. It seems like yesterday that we celebrated New Year kan

Anyway, I don't have any critical issues to discuss pon in this entry. Saje je ngade-ngade nak menulis. Hehe..

Talking about time...I'll definitely feel that time will fly REAL fast till August. Why August? 

First and foremost, we are celebrating Ramadhan. Ahlan wasahlan ya Ramadhan

Secondly, inshaAllah somebody's leaving on a jet plane! Ouh...sad sad sad...


There are too many things to do yet there is only little time to accomplish all. I wish I could be a superwoman who can achieve everything I want within the time frame. Too bad I'm still not there yet. But if there's a will, there's surely a way right? If Allah has destined that your rezeki is there, then it will be there. You don't need to worry - just put your trust in Allah, inshaAllah you'll feel more at ease. 

[Thanks to Mr S who always remind me on that. Alhamdulillah...Thank you, love!]

x fairy x

Friday, June 4, 2010

The damn Israel...

My heart is full of hatred upon learning the news about the Mavi Marmara attack! Seriously feels disgusted of the Israelis actions. MasyaAllah...

Hot news for the past few days revolves around the humanitarian aid towards the Palestinians.

A list was found on the ship that contained the information on which ship to attack and the name of the people whom they planned to kill - further details am not sure. The story was real shock for me! It was all planned! It wasn't because of the Israel commandos were attacked, it wasn't because the civilians were armed, it wasn't because the ship brings threat to them. All of the reasons were all lies by them - lies, lies, lies and full of lies!

Were you aware that previously Iran-Turki-Brazil have sign contracts regarding the nuclear technology transfer? Why is it that the Turkish ship was (the first to be) attacked? It feels a bit cocky to learn that the civilians that were killed, have actually something to do with 'Turki' - be it by name or by the citizenship itself or by any other logical reason. 

Ouh, I can't write further. Am just too disgusted to write more about these damn Israelis. 

"Oh Allah. Please protect our dearest brothers and sisters in Palestine and those who have good deeds for helping those people, oh Allah. Ameen..."

x fairy

Monday, May 3, 2010

Ding, ding, ding...


Wedding bells keep ringing all year round!



Many of the friends are getting married,

AND many also have been married.



Some of them have given birth to cute little babies,

Whilst some are still waiting.



The point is...

Has my bell been ringing yet?


p/s Suddenly feels like writing on such issue. Hihi..*wink*


x fairy x

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

An increase in age = a decrease in steps towards death


It was my birthday two weeks ago.  Happy birthday to me! =D
I received quite a number of birthday dedications through my facebook walls. Thank you, thank you, thank you. Very much thank you to all.

It was a very good and happy day for me.

“The more you praise and celebrate your life, the more there is in life to celebrate”  
– Oprah Winfrey


Nevertheless, there was this corner of my heart saying that ‘an increase in age means a decrease in steps towards death’.

Dah bersedia ke aku untuk mati?”

Cukup dah ke iman and amal semua?

And the questions kept revolving around the mind.

I came across to this one site about death and the posting was real interesting! Spend some time to read through it. Just to quote you one of the interesting parts in the posting:
Remembering death daily can and does transform the whole life of a believer to the better. Death awareness helps the believer to set his/her priorities right.”
– Sherif Abdel Azeem Mohamed 

Yeah, it is indeed.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Surveillance?

Ok, it has been 3 months I know...huhu..=P

Have you ever thought that your life actually are being monitored? (Of course Allah always watches every inches of your movement). Other than that, your parents (definitely!), your relatives, your friends, your company and in the bigger picture, your government?

Have you ever thought that the information about your personal life is no more confidential?

Hmm..it seems like a big question eh?

The idea of being 'watched' sparked-out when I was being asked to fill up formS (note the capital S) on the assets that I own, including my savings. I have nothing against it YET cause I have nothing to declare. As a matter of fact, I don't have any assets! Poor me eh?

But what if I have some amount of money which I think it's private to disclose to anyone anonymous? Don't you think that it's a bridge of privacy? The bankers who works on my account definitely would know about it but to let anybody else know, I don't think so.

All the information about oneself is available everywhere - bits and pieces here and there: your company, banks, hospitals/clinics, insurance companies, local council, telephone companies bla bla bla..the list goes on. Like it or not, we have to disclose certain information about ourselves in order for us to gain whatever benefits we may get.

There are many other forms of surveillance that I supposed we are not aware of. What I've stated over here, might just be a tiny part of this whole surveillance thing. There ought to be a bigger surveillance scheme present out there.

When you sit and think thoroughly about it, you'll finally realise that you don't actually have the privacy about your life. What we do, what we watch, what we gain, where we go - everything are all being monitored!

WE are being watched!


x fairy x